Showing posts with label I'm_back. Show all posts
Showing posts with label I'm_back. Show all posts

Thursday, October 5, 2017

Sukoot-e-Shab


Sukoot-e-Shab mein bhi, Woh kahaa soti thi?
Ek puraane khalish se, Dil-Shikastah woh roti thi.


Iss Aalam ke tareeko ka, idraak usey tha kahaan?
Habeeb ki talab liye, woh rahti gum gashtah.


Kaafir, awaarah jaisey, ilzaamo pe woh hasti thi,
Ishtiyaaq wala dil liye, Maftoon woh chal padti thi.


Qudrat ki thi shafaaqat, Ya ibaadat me uske zor tha;
Ek Farishta ek khwaab sa, Uskey ab ru-ba-ru tha!


Sukoot-e-Shab mein abb, woh be-fikr soti hai;
Farishton ki koshish, Shayad ye hi hoti hai….




Ruu.
5 October 2017
Bangalore



Journey of finding ... Me



Wednesday, August 26, 2015

My dear imperfections!


Why did I despise them, all this while?
They’re a part of me, of who I really am!
Today I call out to them, accept & love them.
They’re a part of me, of who I really am –
-       My imperfections!


My blemished skin, my greying hair.
My unsettling waistline, my dawning wrinkles.
My vanity-free looks, my rebellious fashion-choice.
My tomboyish self, my headstrong decisions.

My unconventional paths, my over-ambitious plans.
My emotional goof-ups, my hidden introvertism,
My craving for solitude, my need for travel.
My temper tantrums, & ridiculous PMSisms.


Today I call out to them, accept & love them.
They’re a part of me, of who I really am –
-       My imperfections!


I love my C-Section Scar, a reminder of my beautiful bundle of joy!
I love my dark circles, an after-effect of a long night, but for a cause!
I, surprisingly, love being without lipstick, to kiss my baby 1000 times!
I love my messy hair, that’s my little one’s evergreen favorite toy!

I’m ok with the chaos around me; it beats my belief of being a superhuman.
I’m ok with the piling laundry; I steal that time for something more important.
My home is exact opposite of a typical “model-flat”, but it’s still a home to us.
My baking skills are questionable, but still I can fix a decent meal. I think.


Today I call out to them, accept & love them.
They’re a part of me, of who I really am –
-       My imperfections!


I’m a mother, a wife, a Daughter in law, but not to perfection!
I’m an aspiring businesswoman, but not at all to perfection!
I carry my baby to my biz-place & I get my biz-work at home!
I work hard on Weekdays & sometime much harder on Weekends.

I care less for the judgments passed everyday.
I laugh off the claims of ‘ideal-so & so’, pretty shamelessly!
I don’t associate with ‘game-buddies’ or latest TV soaps.
I’m guilty of escaping group-chats & other virtual “social” norms!

Call me boring, call me workaholic,
Call me old or call me old-fashioned.
But I can’t assure that I’d care.


So, Today I call out to them, accept & love them.
They’re a part of me, of who I really am –
-       My imperfections!


Today, I choose to break-free from my long-lived inhibitions.
Today, I rise above my guilt around my imperfections.

I’m at ease now, with my real self!
I’m at peace with my imperfect self!
After all, it’s known that nobody is perfect.
But we try! And we strive perfection.  Including me!

I won’t stop trying to fix them, correct them.
But yes, now, I won’t despise them!
Today I call out to them, accept & love them.
They’re a part of me, of who I really am –
-       My imperfections!  
...My dear imperfections!


~ Rupa Patil
An imperfect, but happy soul.
22 August 2015, Bangalore

At ease with myself & my imperfections!


Friday, April 23, 2010

No strings Coffee





Disclaimer: You need not be promiscuous to experiment a "No Strings coffee"... you just need to be spontaneous and pure intentioned!

What are the odds of having a "No Strings Coffee" with a complete stranger?

Well, try it, it's totally worth it.


Ask a complete stranger out for a coffee, with clear expectation setting of "No personal questions", "No phone/email exchange"... No real name exchange too!
And stick to a 15-20min of coffee, with a generic discussion about, weather, traffic, movies, theatres, people, life - any damn thing! & then say 'Goodbye'!
Why? honestly, I don't know.., but probably for the sake of pure experimentation! or probably for a 'once in a lifetime' memory of doing something this crazy!

But as i said earlier - TRY that ... totally worth it!

~ Ruu
23rd April 2010
Bangalore






Thursday, July 23, 2009

फिर से क्योँ?

तन्हा तो हम तब से ही थे,
जबसे साथ तुम्हारा छूटा था;
दिलासा दिया था खुद को तब से,
मालूम होता है वो झूठा था!

एक अरसा हुआ, हम तनहा ही रहे,
न मंजिले बनी, न रास्ते छूटे;
आज जब तन्हाई की आदत सी लग चुकी हमको -
फिर से पुकारा तुमने, उतनी ही मोहब्बत से!

... मगर क्योँ? फिर से क्योँ?

~Ruu
22nd July 2009, 2230hours, Bangalore

Back with my Blabber!

... It's been a while; well, a really really long time since I wrote!

But does that indicate silence of my thoughts? Actually not!
I've still been doing all that "excessive thinking" , often termed as "over analysis".
However, was too lazy to log into my laptop to write down my thoughts.
(Sometime being lazy is good! Or so I say to comfort myself.)


Anyway, now, I'm back!
And this time, I will try to be intentionally lazy when it comes to laze!


Cheers!
-R